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May 15th, 2005
02:53 pm

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smoking
after last night... or well this morrning i have come to the conclution that i will never smoke again. i have only had a few and the first time i thought it had unclogged my noise but i think it was just circumstancual. last night i actually felt sick later on..i only had like 2 or 3 puffs. i threw up at about4.. ya know what? i don't like being agergic tostuff to begin with... sigh... i make this entry in honor of teresa.. i feel like i let her down... and myself. never never again. it was so gross... am i weird?

Current Mood: disappointeddisappointed
Current Music: holiday - green day

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May 14th, 2005
06:39 am

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post prom
well, i guess i will just do it... that's right... update! weee acutally i kinda like lj a lil more then xanga... but shhhh... don't tell anyone. lol. my loving teresa invited me to post prom. i like my tat and my shirt... wee... ok now to pack... weee... shore here we go...

Current Mood: anxiousanxious
Current Music: the sipping of wawa french vanilla

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March 13th, 2005
09:52 pm

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lost
lost...
used...
sigh...

Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: utada

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February 18th, 2005
11:59 pm

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food
eaing and drinking... thinking of you

Current Mood: crankycranky
Current Music: solid07

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January 29th, 2005
12:20 am

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sleepy...
deciding to update...
can't not thing about luke... must stop... love jared... must love jared... cna't love him... can't stop thinking about luke... bad move...

Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: jin the rest is histoy

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November 7th, 2004
09:16 pm

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i can't help this feeling...

Current Mood: sadsad

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October 31st, 2004
10:50 pm

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what else to i say
what else can i say. i know nothing more then the way i feel about him... ::le sigh::

~noel

Current Mood: indescribable::hum::
Current Music: shannon talking

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October 3rd, 2004
10:15 pm

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how can i feel now?

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September 16th, 2004
12:49 pm

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what else?
vo-tech: i don't know what i want out of it... i don't know if i want to continue... i don't know if i want to go threw all of this again.

monty: yesterday i saw him... he looked at me... i saw it in his eyes... he cares but does not love. the fact that he care to not lead me on actually makes me respect him more... sigh... i still love him... but i am fine. slowly it is dying... it will never be gone... but thats ok... i can use this in my acting now. he has given me this gift.

~autumn

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August 28th, 2004
12:07 am

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all i want to do...
... is die. but i won't tell him that....

~lost

Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: emotion by ayuni hysaki

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