after last night... or well this morrning i have come to the conclution that i will never smoke again. i have only had a few and the first time i thought it had unclogged my noise but i think it was just circumstancual. last night i actually felt sick later on..i only had like 2 or 3 puffs. i threw up at about4.. ya know what? i don't like being agergic tostuff to begin with... sigh... i make this entry in honor of teresa.. i feel like i let her down... and myself. never never again. it was so gross... am i weird?
Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: holiday - green day